I feel a feel, n a weird feel i feel...but what i really cant figure out is why i've been feeling this sinking feeling, reminding me of Dec. 18th '01, and Feb. 10th '07.. does a sixth sense really exist? is it the sub-conscious? can one really sense stuff, feel it happening even though there arent any signs/ signals?
all afternoon i kept thinking there was something that was going wrong, something was amiss; n now when i kinda know what's wrong, it doesnt really make me feel any better.. Worse, it makes me think of what's eventually going to happen. And the helplessness of not knowing just how much time before it happens, only leaves you crying out in frustration.
can you ever really prepare yourself to lose someone you love, adore n respect.. someone who's your definition of what a person should be..
how do you see the person who epitomised strength for you grow weak, day by day..
n how do you tell yourself to remain calm when you're miles away from where you actually should've been..
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